Saturday, July 25, 2009

Update #100

“…But you know Him, for He abides with you and shall be in you.” John 14:17b

View from my new apartments lanai - looking North up the Silicon Valley

I was standing in a large kitchen, old-fashioned - straight out of the 1920’s. The countertops looked wooden and the cupboards were painted mint-green, had silver toned handle pulls and scalloped edging. The floor was black and white checked tile and the appliances were pristine white with black accent. To my right was a little two chair wooden table under a widow. It was covered in a blue checked cloth - a perky bouquet of field flowers graced its center.

To my right was the huge stove / oven range. It had at least six burners – and four of them were in use; there were identical medium sized clear glass pots on the stove. I looked closer at the saucepans and one had a frog in it! It was happily swimming around and around in the water.

As I took in the scene, I realized the burners were lit and the water was heating up! The frog swam slower and slower and then turned belly up – he was dead. The water reached boiling and the burners switched off.

A hard noodle, egg, and a tea bag were on the counter and added one to a pot. The noodle became soft and wavy in the water; the egg’s insides solidified and became gelatinous vs. fluid; and the tea bag – well, it made the water dark and emitted a sweet fragrance.

I woke up; the picture still vivid in my mind. Ok God, what the heck does that mean?!

I felt he told me the following – when people are exposed to heated / stressful / overwhelming situations, one of four reactions occur:
· The circumstances are unacknowledged or recognized and the individual is harmed (frog)
· The circumstances cause a change in the individual and they conform to their surroundings (noodle)
· The circumstances cause a change in the individual and they harden themselves in one way or another (egg)
· The circumstances cause a release of inner strength, wisdom, and revelation which affects the surroundings (tea bag)

Which of the items do you identify most with? The frog is oblivious to how things are changing, the noodle conforms, the egg hardens and seals itself off, but the tea bag affects the surrounding area – by changing it.

Which best represents you when you are in hot water? Do you ignore it? Do you refuse to confront the situation and conform to your surroundings? Do you seal yourself off in anger, bitterness, and ultimately unforgiveness and your heart hardens toward others? Or does hot water cause you to release a sweet fragrance that changes / causes those around you to see things differently. I wish I could say that I am always a tea bag...I try, but honestly, often I am an egg!

Another thing with tea bags…they are full of dead stuff, dried dead stuff that is only activated by extremely hot water. I think this is like Christian maturity. As we store up experiences and lessons learned, and as we become more Christ-like, we get more ‘dead stuff’ in us; our fleshly desires die and are changed for the better. So when we are put in hot water we react in a way that brings others closer to Christ.

Updates:
Living –
The Johnsons moved last weekend to Saratoga and I will start packing next week. I will be in my new little place by the end of August!
Condo – I dropped the price $30K, am covering the pending special assessment, my renter moved out and I need to sell my Redmond condo! God covered my July and August mortgage payments through serendipitous and miraculous provision! Go God!
Work – Thank God for Gareth Seeto! He stepped in to fill the training lead role for this cycle – he is an invaluable asset. Thank you for praying him into being.
Travel – lots of stuff pending; I may have a trip as early as September 1, but then again I may not go again until November – I’ll keep you posted.

Requests:
Living – Let me know if you have bandwidth to help me pack and move. I haven’t set a specific day to move the “big stuff” – but boxes, etc. can go at any time! Any and all help is welcome!
Condo - To sell! And for the monthly mortgage payment…God is faithful!
Work – Training begins the 29th with our first full Saturday on August 1st. Pray that the trainees will be excited to learn, commit to the full cycle, and be able to get the time off to travel this fall.
Finances - If you would like to sow into what I am doing see the footer info at http://www.denaandrews.blogstpot.com/ or the category “Contribute” at http://www.repurposing.biz/ for more information.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Update #99b

Condo still for SALE!

Price drop of $30K AND the special assessment will be covered (they are updating the siding, windows, roofing and sidewalks...)

Contact Cindy Holm if intersted - cindyholm@cbbain.com or (425) 990-0121

Send to your family, friends, co-workers, dog-sitters, neighbors, church friends, Saturday basketball buddies, Bible study group, book club, walking ladies, band members, biking-crazed individuals, single friends, downsizing grandparents, Microsoft buddies, T-Mobile pals, Redmond Towne Center Groupies, Marymoore Park enthusiasts, ect...I need to sell this thing!

http://www.cbbain.com/Pages/PropertyDetail.aspx?ListingID=32613157&NAV=1

Thanks,

Dena

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Contacts Deleted

Hi -

Monday morning my Microsoft Outlook crashed and died. The resurrection process conducted by our magnificent IT guy only recovered email from July 4th (yes, Dr. Suparno, I saved/backed up - on Saturday in fact!).

This means I no longer have your contact information - no names, addresses, emails, cell numbers, birthday's, spouses names, kids names, pets names...and all that other sundry info.

Could you send me what you want me to know?

Also, if it was on my calendar as an upcoming event - it is GONE. Please send me a reminder if you expect me! So sorry! I really relied on that thing!

Blessings,

Dena

PS - Happy upcoming Birthday to Julie, Jeff, Greg, Loretta, Erica and Evert!

Update #99

“There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear, because fear has punishment” 1 John 4:18

The crew from Palau Ayer

I recently heard a story about a couple who brought home their newborn baby to a two year old daughter who was uncharacteristically insistent about wanting to be alone with her brother. The pleading went on for days. Finally the parents placed their new son in his crib and mostly closed the door so they could supervise the interaction.

The little girl glanced around, assuring herself she was alone, and walked over to the crib. Grabbing the white vertical slats she pressed her face toward her brother and whispered: “Remind me what God looks like, I am beginning to forget.”

This simple story grabbed me. Its depth rocked me; we all know God. Whether we remember him or not, we all knew him at some point.

This little girl is being raised in a God-centered existence. She goes to Sunday school; her parents pray with her and read her Bible stories. She is in a God friendly environment…and by 26 months she is “beginning to forget.” How much faster does a child in a non-spiritual environment loose his or her “God memory”?

By the time we are adults, moving and being independent in the world, we have our own view of God. Some deny his existence, some ignore him even though they acknowledge spirituality, some choose to worship a god that isn’t the Lord of Lords and King of Kings, and some, well, let’s just say they make up their own (and it usually looks like them).

Where is the breakdown? If we once knew God, if we were once intimately acquainted with Him how do we become separated? Yeah, I know about Adam, Eve and the apple - that isn’t the point I am making. At some moment in time we forgot, at some instant our memory of a good God, a loving God, an “I am for you God,” an “I have a plan for you God,” gets lost and forgotten from our memory and we have to relearn it.

I think it has to do a lot with pain and hurt. A source I read stated that by the time we are five we pretty much have our world filters in place – the way we view, interpret, and respond to events is almost solidified. Ack! What does a pre-schooler know about motives, intentions, circumstance, and background?! Not much…they just know if it hurts or not.

Wounds stay with us. Unless fully healed they can cause some hard to understand life circumstances. For example, in the movie “Heart and Souls” a boy looses his four closest friends at a young age. This hurts him deeply; he felt abandoned, alone. And as a result his young mind determined he wouldn’t allow people to get close enough to hurt him again - and he didn’t. As an adult he had a hard time bonding with people…especially women.

What is your view of God? Is he good? Is he good all the time, some of the time, or only when he feels like it? Do you believe that God has your best intentions at heart?

Do you believe that God loves you – deeply; that God wants you to live a full and abundant life – one with purpose, passion and pleasure? Do you believe that God is fun and isn’t a cosmic kill joy sitting in heaven waiting for you to screw up so he can punish you?

We all have wounds and past pain that provide a skewed lens in which we view the world - and reality. What are yours?

Updates:
Living – Lots to report here – my renter moved out, I am dropping the price, and PRAYING hard that God will move this thing! Secondly, the Johnsons have secured a home in Saratoga…with a m-i-law apartment over the garage – my new home as of September 1st! I have a sweeping view of the Silicon Valley and can see San Francisco on a clear day – I’ll post pictures!
Work – I made it home from Indonesia safely and am just about over jet-lag (last night was my first night sleeping straight through). I am trying to get back into the rhythm of life it is just taking a bit to adjust!
Travel – I am heading to Seattle next week for my high school reunion…

Requests:
Living – for my condo to sell and for my pending move to Saratoga. The condo’s special assessment has been stalled for the moment (thank God) but is pending – AND without a renter God needs to come up with the financing every month – yep, faith is being built!
Work – Please pray with us as we seek a training lead to manage the upcoming training cycle beginning July 22nd, and for our recruiting of consultants.
Finances - If you would like to sow into what I am doing see the footer info at http://www.denaandrews.blogstpot.com/ or contribute at http://www.repurposing.biz/ for more information.